Where do I begin???? Hmmmm.....I guess you have to know a little
about me. Currently a college student in Boston, Massachusetts. I am 22 years
old and think it may actually be time for me to get my first boyfriend. I'm gay
and have pretty much always been out, but I have NEVER had a boyfriend. I've never even had a guy
who has come close to being considered a boyfriend (by the way just writing the
word boyfriend gives me a nauseous feeling in my stomach). I spent my last
semester abroad, alone in a foreign country, and while away I came to the
conclusion that when I got back to Boston I was going to try and grow up and
see if I could find someone who I enjoyed spending time with on a regular
basis.
Seems pretty simple right? Young college guy with no major
physical deformities should definitely be able to find a guy in this city
right? WRONG! Its a lot harder than it seems. I
don't know if its because the guys here are all freaking weird or maybe its me?
If I'm being honest, I'm pretty sure its me. I am a HUGE commitment-phobe. I freak out at the first inklings of anything getting
serious and inevitably end up fucking up whatever semblance of a relationship I
might actually be cultivating at any given time.
I'm hoping and anticipating that this blog is actually going to
serve two purposes. One it will be a great way to just work through some of
those ridiculous commitment-phobic feelings I have. Two it should be pretty
amusing for all of my readers and followers. If by the end of this journey I
don't end up with a boyfriend I'll at least have some pretty good stories if my
past dating life is any indication of the way things normally go in my life. So
I guess here we go...and so it begins.....
Also if any of my readers have suggestions for how I should go
about getting myself a man feel free to comment or just message me....I really
am up for trying just about anything so let me know.
Until Later....Chau...
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