True to form I have completely ruined yet another potential
relationship....this time before it even really started.
At first glance this guy, we'll call him Chile, was great
and just my type....not
white, a dancer, cute, confident, independent, kind, sweet, romantic.....so of
course I went looking for the stuff that would make this thing not work.
Typical me!
Let me start from the beginning....our first date was adorable. We
got coffee and then walked along the beach holding hands and intermittently
kissing. Then we got dinner and spent a LOT of time together. It was a great
first date....probably the best first date of my life. I mean that is not saying a lot when your
competition is a crystal meth addict, an epileptic, a guy who wouldn't stop
talking about tea and India, and the list just goes on, but still it was a good
date.
The second date was very cute....too cute. I think this was really
the beginning of the end. I know how could the second date be the beginning of
the end, but it was. We got pastries at Mike's and then walked down by the
Coast Guard Pavilion. Then we got 7-Eleven sodas and walked around Faneuil
Hall. Again it was a great date but seemed not real to me. It was a lot of
complimenting each other. It was a lot of talking about the future. It was a
lot of the things that freak me out.
The third date I ended up just going to his house and getting
pizza and watching a movie. He had two, maybe three drinks, and was DRUNK.....I mean like the drunk
girl at prom drunk. He started spilling his guts. He revealed his true feelings
for me. Told me he wanted to be my boyfriend and meet my family. He told me he
talked about me with his family. At the time I didn't think much of it, but the
next morning I began FREAKING out!
Seriously after three dates you threw out the boyfriend word. WHAT the FUCK?!?!? I was in full on panic mode the next
morning drinking coffee in my apartment. What was I thinking going on three
dates in one week? How could this guy ever be my boyfriend?
He was gay and out, which was a nice change for me, but when I say
he was gay and out I mean he was GAY and OOOOOOOUUUUUUUTTTTTT!!! It was a
little much for me. He really has no direction in his life right now. He is
immature in terms of being with other people in a relationship of any kind. So
at this point I wasn't going to throw on the brakes and jump under the train,
but I was definitely signaling to the conductor to slow it down. And then shit
hit the fan......
So recently I got a new puppy and it died. In response to this
news Chile thought it would be appropriate to send me naked pictures with a
message, Please Don't Take
these the Wrong Way. Seriously, don't take these the wrong way? What the FUCK does that even mean? I just told you my
puppy died, why would a picture of your cock be your first response? In what
fucked up little universe does that make sense to you? Rather than say those
things I simply typed an ellipses.
I then got a series of very angry text messages about how I was
ruining what we had. Now here is the thing.....what could we have possibly had after three dates? This guy was nuts. That
was the final straw.
True to form I tried to let him down easy. Get a cup of coffee and
do the its not you its me thing. Which is entirely true. It isn't him....it's
me, I don't want to be with someone who is a nutcase and gets that serious that
quickly, regardless of the puppy incident.
Once again I have gotten rid of a perfectly good candidate it just
about a week because of some very ridiculous reasons. I'm beginning to wonder
though if it is really my fault. I mean am I a commitment-phobe, or am I just a
crazy magnet. Maybe its not me, but the types of people I attract. Or maybe it
is just me. Either way I guess we shall continue to see and you shall continue
to read the musings of a single guy in Boston.
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